[Verse 1] This beat's a blessing, yeah, Kelly Portis made it I'm just teaching lessons on it about finessing faded The game is slowly growing boring for me, I don't play it I put my pieces on the board and form an overtaking Them phony rappers is using up all my phone's data They got me spamming like a troll turned pro hacker I gotta do what I gotta do to survive I'm selling you some music that could make a Beatle come alive I zip around in my whip as if I got a fetish The leather's on my dick - genuine epidemic I find the feeling's always sort of missing in the building Pictures flashing of a prisoner with hope for dealing A mic for shackles, you own the villain and fight your battles You hold the feeling, it don't appeal to the mice and cattle Been far too lazy all my life to punch a nine-to-five Been way too crazy not to rhyme, I can't lie to God [Hook x2] d**h in the suburb, I made a k**ing And I did it with a pen tip and a bit of feeling d**h in the suburb, I made a k**ing The feeling missing in the building so I break the brick in [Verse 2] This beat's a blessing, Kelly Portis ill I caught the bug and bled so mortals know my core is real Twenty-some, broke still, begging for the most pills Everyone is no deal, KO'd for the night, it's how the hope feels like But lately I been right, flowing all feel God like, hot light, so chill Only chef catching appetite off a cold meal Be cooking up another stunner for the show reel A life ago the rain would come and we would jump in puddles Peace of mind was lost, thoughts about suburban struggles It's like a black out, I was drunk and then forgot my stumbles Anxiety for nothing, tell me why my cookie crumbles Y'all want a horror story origin and no goodbyes But all I got is soul stains and a crooked smile Soul's high, so fly like a soul plane Get a soul framed, it's a window to your soul pain [Hook x4] d**h in the suburb, I made a k**ing And I did it with a pen tip and a bit of feeling d**h in the suburb, I made a k**ing The feeling missing in the building so I break the brick in [Outro x4] Kissing on the sky, made a dove cry You ain't a star but you hang in the sunshine