Kelley James - s**s lyrics

[chorus] It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to It doesn't taste like 'oh' when it used to I hate how I'm feeling now It s**s when you're not around I don't care if I get used to All the things they I should do I hate how I'm feeling now It s**s when you're not around Hiding away was something That I only did when I was a child Until now I've been looking around Wondering how, I could still Believe and allow Myself to drown I got used to you in a lucid place In a perfect time, with a certain face I'd be lucky if I could ever find A reason not to shut myself down Right now They say come tomorrow you'll finally realize what you needed today I know Faking my way through motions just a person whose emotions Have frayed It shows Like a ma**ive stone that I leave alone On my chest it takes every breath away I'd be lucky if I could ever find A reason not to feel so alone I won't Could you tell me all your reasons? Could you leave them here tonight? Could you break these walls? To take me home to another kind Of life That's all I ever wanted I'm locked down to the rails But I stay tied, so you can ride In search of something else