Kaysinners - Sinner Thoughts lyrics

[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Go to my mind , it ain't very clear. Cause everytime that i rhyme , all i see is fear. And everybody just scared of the damn truth. Cause they just wanna hear the lies and you do too. Rappers nowadays just f**ing up the f**ing youth. And these corrupted cops in their petty suits . They be like "Man did you do that? I seen you walk around the block then you look back " Then the cop puts the cuffs , puts you in the van. Then he tells the other cops that you f**ing ran . Just another excuse to put you in the can [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Then we got friends that you can't trust , you can't trust them. They wanna backstab me? I just bust em . Put em all up in the floor , n***as dont know. n***a im doing it pro. k**ing n***as with the mutha f**in nasty flow. I mostly be alone .Yeah yeah you dont know me , hanging one day doesn't mean that you my homie . I throw fake people in the ditch , and its sad how one loyal friend can turn to a snitch , then turn to a b**h , then hate when you rich , you ain't my friend ya'll ...youse a mutha f**in b**h [Verse 3: Kaysinners] I got stacks of reality , spitting that insanity. Girl 16 having kids? That sh** is tragedy. Better get a battery, get a dil*o and waste money from your salary. Cause if you dont you'll have a baby s**ing on your breast , you hear the baby crying on your chest , baby father left, no check , girl you better guess whats next..girl you better think , you just do it ..you don't know it ? Stretch marks on your belly but you won't show it. Hard to find a guy when you got a kid. Cause some guys just don't want that sh**. They don't wanna be the stepfather of a child thats not his . So lifes gets harder , no father , now you got a daughter , looks like you need help from your own mother [Verse 4: Kaysinners] Sinner thoughts running through my mind. Sometimes, i wish i wasn't alive . I dont know why I'm here..i just wanna die . Stuck up in my room all i did was cry. With the bed sheets covering my f**ing eyes . I'm sick of the tears and the f**ing lies . I said. d**h can you hear me ? Take me way way above in the ceiling. Don't wanna be here have my body peeling , flesh burning while im mutha f**in screaming. This is appealing . No more grillin , and k**ing , no drug dealing..no feelings..being dead is better than being in this corrupted world livin