Kay Anthony - Parents letter 2 lyrics

Mama I been going through it mama I l know you told me its no limit mama but I've been dealing with all this drama they been asking where I'm at they've been asking for them raps I make sure you got it all mama I'm sorry I barely call mama but this where I'm at guess my world these days revolves around rap & it's been like that for the past 5 years now I've been shedding so much tears now I don't want to ever digress so as I type this I stress on becoming thy best Im do this till EYE rest I asked God to guide me & when the devil around I ask him to hide me they want me gone from writing the truth but that's the proof of what I do when I step in the booth I've been homeless I don't dealt with everything the universe done thrown at me they hate me now because I'm never mad I'm just mad happy I do this 6 siblings motherf**er you know what it feel like to spend a Christmas in a shelter you only being 14 having to be the man stealing out o Macy's so you can cop clothes to be fly like Peter Pan if you ever need motivation let me be man God damn Just let that breathe As I grab this pen mama I lost my friends to prisons or to these streets mama you know ho much I've felt defeated destroyed mistreated but I know god mama that's real mama duck drama because my only focus is blowing like Osama mama putting to much thoughts in to my lyrics em same clothes for a month how they going to judge me momma I had to be a man since I was 6 no father around & even though I love that n***a he got deported life has always been a b**h I swear I ain't never been rewarded sometimes mama I wanna blast myself my emotions running deep because I'm sipping on this henny I'm my mothers favorite child what if I fail momma I got questions momma I don't got it figured out I've been a man since the day I was born I just want you to know if they end me tommrow don't feel no grief no sorrow ma I taught these kids how not to live up to no ones expectations just like you taught me taught em f** perfection taught em keep they soul don't let the devil steal it off a deep pa** interception mama I'm a prophet kinda funny because if I go I'll leave you profit I promise mama you the greatest just want you to know that