It's been kind of low here without you It's been kind of low here alone During the day I can try to imagine That I'll speak to you on the telephone But it's been kind low since you left me And I'm tired of love and I'm tired of men But I will be fine, of course, I'm healing Until you decide to show up again And five short hours in bed is more than I can ignore I know I should've played dead when life knocked me on the floor But I've my moments of fun when I laugh at my own jokes Without you around I should have been fine It should have been fun It's been kind of low here without you It's been kind of high in my brain It's been kind of low trying to keep it together It's been of high, I think I'm going insane If I have to clean one more kitchen To keep myself sane and under control If there's one more mess, one more love story I'll blow up my luck with my heart of gold It's been kind of low here without you And somehow I feel I'm losing control It's been kind of nuts, it's been kind of high It's been kind of low And five short hours in bed is more than I can ignore I know I should've played dead when life knocked me on the floor But I've my moments of fun when I laugh at my own jokes Without you around I should have been fine It should have been fun It's been kind of low here without you It's been kind of low in this hole It's been kind of low trying to keep it together It's been kind of high, but I'm under control I love myself because I'm worth it And there is one thing I'd like you to know If you're feeling down, you deserve ‘Cause it's been kind of high, it's been kind of high I got dropped way too high and I didn't fly It's been kind of high It's been kind of low