3 AM and he's still out He says it's to distract himself He never was a drinker 4 AM and he'll head home The one place he don't wanna go Forever overthinking I left him in ruins And that's what ruins mean But somehow I knew that He could ruin me 5 AM the sun will rise But darkness never leaves the sky We used to light up the room 6 AM another girl, another face Is mine with blur, we were too much too soon I left him in ruins And that's what ruins mean But somehow I knew that That he could ruin me If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you You'll never know If I ever told you, if I ever told you You'll never know You'll never know Call it, when you believe Call it between If this world's a better world You call me as a joy If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you You'll never know If I ever told you, if I ever told you You'll never know You'll never know Call it, when you believe Call it between If this world's a better world You call me as a joy Another night beneath the sheets Waiting for his heart to beat It used to be so right, so bright 3 AM I heard him say I love you my nightmare But he won't be sleeping No he won't be sleeping tonight