Gone away are the golden days Just a page in my diary So here I am, a utopian citizen Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism Memories they're following me like a shadow now And I'm dreaming And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief I've seen your act And I know all the facts I'm still in love with who I wish you were It ain't hard to see Who you are underneath I'm still in love with who I wish you were And I wish you were here I was true as the sky is blue I couldn't soon say the same for you So now I find denial in my eyes I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart For what it is Cause I don't want to keep on believing in illusions [Chorus] Sometimes I can't explain And I'm so sorry that I can't I'll try to concentrate On your true identity [Chorus]