You there Bringer of my despair You are stagnation of hope and will O you personify loss and remorse And you hide until my fears reappear The love for life once bright Out of sight A burning fuse The only flame I have Fate's spiral down this curve Shall only serve The seeds growing my misery These wounds k** time My struggle sublime Idle the blood A black state of mind All dreams left behind You claim to be my long absent friend You are the cancer that just moved in You come with the dark night of the soul But I am turning my back on you You know I do