Kartel G - Struggles. lyrics

[Verse 1: Kartel G] Got a thought in my head, wondering what happens when I'm dead Will i go to heaven like the victims of 9/11 Or be held in hell, only time will tell Up all night, me and my brain in a fight I want to meet god maybe just a sight Then everything would be alright Smoking weed to get rid off the pain Always feeling so ashamed But i got to hold on and maintain Want them to mention my name in this game No fire but i spit flame Trembling on my knees, just begging please I promise god i'll pay off these fees I just want some money for my fam to feed [Hook] Going through life all we do is struggle Sometimes you just need your team to huddle But we sitting here getting high as the Hubble Please walk on we don't want no trouble Please walk on we don't want no trouble [Verse 2: Kartel G] I got no regrets But i smoke this ses, to deal with the stress Hope one day to be the best, life is just one big test Got a letter in the mail saying im getting evicted Well ain't that some sh** b**h He so starving but so harmless Keep that strap n***a no harness Deeling with so much agony Dreaming of living lavishly Popped a couple pills Dont need them but i love how it feels Never realized life was so real But we roll on, no wheels [Hook: Kartel G] X2 [Verse 3: Kartel G] I'm a giant these boys just midgets to me, getting high as were them pigeons be Everyone wants the cream, but who wants to work for it? Just another rapper with a dream, could make a movie all the stuff i done seen Walking the streets got jumped by some fiends, just for a lil cream Guess they needed it more, but my a** was still sore, so i smoke this weed and just soar, one day pray to be on tour I feel like i'm screaming but i sounds like whispers Working so hard so many blisters Put the gun to my head will i pull the trigger Suicidal thoughts, mom walked in i got caught, man i'm lucky she knows how to talk, was 3 seconds away from that heavenly talk, would have left right on that spot, but now i just float on like danny brown, still yelling but don't make a sound, damn [Hook: Kartel G] X2