Karl Kuehn - The Big Stairs lyrics

I went to type your name in my phone Well it's a goddamn shame But I don't recognize it anymore And honestly I'm relieved Cuz I'm still the king of Skirting all basic human needs I'm still the queen of Watching the throne I should have left you Where you were Before my brain split in two I should have left you Beyond the big stairs Where you can fake it And no one cares Beyond the big stairs I should have left you But that's not What I was supposed to do I learned my lesson it's true I learned my lesson with you You showed me what I would do Cuz I told you once I was powerful Showed you the real me I am unstoppable And when you finally came around It wasn't mutual I can't apologize for life at the top If you dropped a quill Into a giant spill From the top of the stairs Would you choose empathy Or apathy