Kanye West - So Lost lyrics

[Intro] At last I am free (So lost, know what I'm sayin') I can hardly see in front of me (I'm tryin' to get to the top) I can hardly see in front of me (I just need some sorta direction baby you know what I'm sayin') At last I am free (Yup, feel like I'm goin' in circles right now) I can hardly see in front of me (Lord help me) I can hardly see in front of me [Verse 1] I'm feelin' like I'm losin' my mind, I'm walkin' blind I'm just rollin' no destination no point or time I'm lost, tryna find out which way is up And get what I can get before my days is up My life was rough, but f** it sh** it could've been worse I'm free, when I could be in jail or a hearse Most folks look at my lifestyle and say that I'm blessed They see my smiles they don't see all the heartache and the stress They don't see our hoes and foes pretend to be your friend They love you and down for you 'til your cash flow in When sh** switch they split quick to treat you like a stranger Then your hangin' like a hanger and give you the middle finger Like you done somethin' wrong cause you don't provide 'em with d** Or do the sh** you used to do like payday weigh in the club I'mma show y'all some love if you don't love me It's fair exchange or nothin' ain't no robberies I'm so lost [Chorus] At last I am free I can hardly see in front of me I can hardly see in front of me (I'm so lost) At last I am free I can hardly see in front of me I can hardly see in front of me [Verse 2] I saw it a million times n***as balled and fall I witness boys on they feet kneeled down and crawl I know nothin' lasts forever everything must end Losers live for the day and the future planners win But at the same time, n***as grind and shine We live in danger who's to say tomorrow we won't be dyin' What's the use of workin' hard if you can't display What's the use of bein' a baller if you can't go play It's a lotta ups and downs, smiles and frowns One day you're here the next day you're gone I used to dream of gettin' money rockin' diamonds that blind Nowadays I wish and pray, for a peace of mind I was safer when I was broke I had to dodge less snakes When you got some, you don't know who's real or fake Every day my heart aches from the drama that unfolds This world cold, I'm tryna find my soul I'm so lost [Chorus] [Verse 3] I'm tryna stay focused, keep both eyes open Stay on top before my career starts slopin' Ain't no time for jokin' no time for chokin' They wanna see me broken I know what they hopin' Writin' rhymes 'til my pen starts smokin' Makin' sure hot lines are spoken I got the token To the game, and it's my job to claim The fortune and the fame that the industry bring It's simple and plain, those that work hard share profit Nobody can stop it you can't stop 'til you got it I'mma do what I wanna do, live like I wanna live Spend what I wanna spend yield what I wanna yield That's how it is I'm controllin' my fate And shinin' on those who hate to see me live great I'm snatchin' my plate, takin' my steak and eatin' good I suggest you do the same and get the f** out the hood I'm so lost [Chorus x2]