Kamchatka - Tango decadence lyrics

I've beat up my soul into fractions, hurts like hell Can't say I'm proud of my actions, but here I am But I don't blame anybody, else but me Thought I could walk on the tightrope But now I see Kept falling down Crawled on the ground Used to ignore But I can't do it no more How come I choose to hurt you, just can't say Dark thoughts and self corruption, has been eating its way Always a lonely sensation, in my soul Been digging and digging for years now A deep dark hole Kept digging me down Down through the ground Always the same There's no one else to blame Hope I'll one day find my way Longing to make peace Felt so lost, tired and lonely I'm down here on my knees But I'm not begging for mercy, from you or your friends And I don't want anybody, to make amends I'm taking the time that is needed, to sort things out In search for the perfect solution No more doubt Hope I'll one day find my way Longing to make peace Felt so lost, tired and lonely I'm down here on my knees I know I'll one day find my way I know I will find peace No more lost, tired and lonely No more begging please No more begging please