Kam James - What Is Life lyrics

[Hook] Sometimes......sometimes I just ask myself what is life All this pain an f**in stress man this sh** is just a mess So I just ask , what is life (speaking) [Intro] Lord as I walk thru the valley of the shadow of d**h , I will fear no evil for thou are with me , I ask you to steer me away from all negative things , an watch over me on my journey -Kam James [First Verse] Man I swear lately I been thinking kinda different Been having scattered thoughts an it's really been f**ing up my vision I think The life that I'm living ain't the life I shoulda been given They say the gra** gets greener but why has my side always looked different Cause , It's Never been bright n***a An the sad truth , My mom and dad never been right n***a I Wish somebody could of shed some light on this thing we call life n***a Just gave me a litttttle insight ! Like the devil Gonna try to make his own invite Or , all the ya Friends ain't ya real friends Some just pretend an they come go like muthaf**in wind Damn These people change with the Seasons I'm just Tryna find something that I can believe in Doctors cutt my momma pay for no f**ing reason (An they , wonn-derr , why we steady acting like some heathens !) -stretch it with emphasis An n***as getting f**ed up for no f**ing reason sh** , really I'm just Tryna figure out the meaning BeCause these demons scheming Man what's the reasons An you can't trust the deacons Cause they f** the weak ones So I'm staying grounded Like my feet in the cement Tryna build my allegiance, this the new pledge of allegiance One dream , just me , no one ever believed it Told em watch, just see, while I'll reach my achievements Now they wanna come running up an I tell em be seated I never asked for grievance, cause I never would need it Now that they see a n***a moving, now ! they wanna believe me Now they wanna salute me,like when the presidents speaking Im Not saying I'm conceited but I can't defeated Cause this exactly what the f** the people been needing , b**h! [Hook] So sometimes , sometimes, sometimes I just ask myself what is life They say life is what happens To you , when you are busy making other plans, an its better to fail in originality, then too succeed in imitation So sh** ,you decide [Second Verse] So many years Shed so many tears Overcame so many fears But look n***a ,I'm still here! Only n***a that didn't walk across the stage But Soon, ima be paid to walk on stage I caannt, even explain that feeling I felt But I strapped the pain on just like it was belt I ain't wanna hear sh**, no words would help I just wanted to disappear an go MUTHAf**in stealth No mom or dad just pen an pad only thing that helped with the feelings I had With thoughts I was thinking everything was sinking , emotionally drowning man I was fallen in the deep in So now I'm thinking (I gotta , turn this around ) "broken" Only way is up , wen u on the f**in ground Be-CAUSE I know this ain't the life for me This just don't feel right to me Those bright lights enlighten me But these words make it so I can see So I gotta do what's right for me ! Man I gotta do what's right for me Yeah!