Kaden Butler - Feeling High lyrics

[Chorus:] I am not myself today I have lost all reasons to pray Get up reach for the stars, that are high in the sky Before I start feeling high [Verse 1: Kaden Butler] Wishing I could escape Thinking that I may never have 'nother birthday The small sense of hope is taking shape I felt lost but now I think I'm saved And there's a higher power With me at the hour When I think I'm down Bein f**in pushed around But forced myself to get up Have power to make your face go numb And your the bully but I'm the grown up Cause remember your memory My life is pleasantry You who's being hurtful, never me I was five, only just five And guess what, I never lied Desperately I grasp life Squeezing hate out of this knife Stop, f** it, I tried! [Chorus: Sara Castagno] I am not myself today I have lost all reasons to pray Get up reach for the stars, that are high in the sky Before I start feeling high [Verse 2: Kaden Butler] The other day I was talkin to one of my buds He told me to get the f** from the mud My ankles were locked, but I fought forcefully There's no possible way, f** this absurdity A sharp pain inside, there is eternity Seeing my family is the number one priority People often ask me, why you decide to do rap? Wow, tough question, let me get back on that Why you think I can't succeed, because I'm white? Stop persuading me to think that I'm to polite Golden beams keepin me in the fight The sensational aroma when I lay down at night And in the morning the sun beams light I look all my haters directly into the eye and say "I show no sympathy, the symbols are symbolic and I take no interruption, the corruption is destruction Your f**ing a**umptions, will cause convulsions." And I wake up and scratch my foot Get out of bed, feeling tired and exhausted I may never be clean, but I feel f**ing awesome [Chorus: Sara Castagno] I am not myself today I have lost all reasons to pray Get up reach for the stars, that are high in the sky Before I start feeling high