KaCe The Producer - Honesty Hours lyrics

[ Verse 1 ] When I'm being honest, I'm scared of what will come out It's 1:30 in the morning, man why am I tripping out? I have a dream that's in my hands but I can feel it slippin' out They don't listen when you're silent so my heart is speaking out I've been sweeping these thoughts while I've been mopping these floors I can't wait to tell my mom "I bought this house and it's yours" Not a cloud up in the sky, but in my heart man, it pours When I look in the mirror, he's like "well work a bit more" I fell in love with your eyes, but we got different perspectives You hit me up, I don't reply, that right there is a message Just forget it, just pretend like that we're good, it's all okay But even though you're gone all these feelings stay They say, when you're angry you don't mean it but that's when you mean it most I still remember every face when they told me I was a joke I wrote it down just so I could let it go If you never leave the dirt, then how could you ever grow? I've became what I overcame If they don't know you, make a name I'm only looking back just to see how far I came There's a record for the later nights Baby come and hear it when you're dancing in the club I'm making music for the spirit like [ Verse 2 ] But you don't get it do you? No matter what I'm saying, nothing's ever gettin' through you You are what you wanna be Nobody can shape you There's no soul like your soul Not even God can replace you, you're perfect Bones I gotta pick, I'm looking down at the menu You could love everybody, there's always someone that hates you This that food for thought, I really hope you're grabbin' that plateful But you gotta love the wordplay, yeah, my pens feelin' playful Kids taking shots for all the kids gettin' shot He couldn't sell any cigarettes without guns smoking hot All these tears that I drop, mean nothing Less I push back, so push more does more to do than thinking up a hashtag Everybody rapping but nobody sayin' nothing Who the hottest up and coming, I see no one worth discussing Sentimental lines, I don't believe in all the hype You got your fans cause of beats I got these fans cause of life [ Verse 3 ] But it ain't where you came from So how far will you go? The deepest lines every night is where my mind always goes And that's the difference you're seeing So listen up it's important I'd rather talk what I'm feeling then turn up and ignore em And at the same time, it scares me the most You let em in, they know your story then they judge what you wrote I give you all who I am Whether you accept or resent me See, when I vent, I'm inventing so every trial's a blessing Just give it time Yeah Just give it time (X2) I give you all who I am Whether you accept or resent me See, when I vent, I'm inventing so every trial's a blessing Just give it time