(Ey ya) (Lord) Lately I been medicating all my pain I took a hand full of some pills And I will never be the same Feeling a lil strange from this reality I want piff in the after life I wrote a metaphor in seclusion like I'm a (traffic?) it at you Working for the finer things to find a peace of mind I focus on the bigger picture like getting better in time I redefine configurations, my vivid imagination Debated irregulations, I'm definitely dedicated Collusion with indicated Delusionally infatuated with the fabrication of his-image and my opinion is My pain is desicated by putting painess Apart of me Inside the composition For compilations of poetry Exposing and disposing whatever people composing Proponents of ignorance that they spreading I will oppose it Supposed to be something better but at the moment I'm nothing Disgusted by my lack of knowledge, the consequence of procrastination And if you wanna go and get it by yourself Motherf**er I can tell ya that's the (truth?) I been livin at the bottom in the bottle Tryna deal with all my problems Suicidal thinkin n***a was the (usual) I don't have a single soul up in my life That's ever tryna conversate So i can speak and say the way really (view) But instead I put a filter on the pain And I let it leak on to the page The last thoughts that's on my mind Is "How do I get paid, Lord!" Blowin yo mind and Murderin nine and Takin my time (Agh) A reason to find The flow is sublime But giving you every thing You ever wanted, that's something you really needed I see my future is dark I'm imparted that's all my sanity I sit in isolation, I'm eye open no emotion I'm hoping I'm being positive I need my destitution before the day that I'm (Postum?) and put inside the casket And buried a couple of feet to when at the eulogy they tell you that everything wasn't so sweet I'm terrified that Ill die as man that was mentally weak [Khelani:] I always wondered 'bout Why you let me go Why you let me walk Up on out that door We just went out for drinks Then you took me home Walked me to my porch Where you turned me on That night you told me that you heard it in the background Not just any music Talking Mr. Soul Child Said you was scared to come f*** with me Cause you see I'm chasing dreams But that mean that I don't need no love [Hook:] So tonight you should go and take a chance with her She could be everything you wanted Everything you wanted boy Don't let that get away Don't let that slip away Don't let that love escape Don't let that get, don't let that get away, don't let that Don't let that slip away Don't let that love escape Don't let that get away Don't let that slip away Don't let that love escape [KAAN:] And do not think that I'll be fine If all of this was just a waste of time And I'm still alive I'll look back and say I spent my hours wise Developed a plan Made up some goals Chasing the dream Story I told was the tale of tenacity Telling you choose that I learn from depression An honest confession That life is ‘bout more than the check that you get From dollars like concessions Hold up Stop it, flip it, rip it N** repetition is the only way that you can do it like me I told you imma do it like nobody ever did it Maybe even like the legends that the people never seen I study Machiavelli I understand it's a process My progress doper than methamphetamine (Lawd)