K-Rino - Now What lyrics

[Intro: K-Rino] If you going through this This for you Just think about it real deep [Chorus: Astrid Nora] When we were together Never thought two'd become three So, now what? Is it over? This I can't believe [Verse 1: K-Rino] I got a phone call the other night Information that would transform a brother's life Off the Richter, whole vibe seem suspect My girl was on the phone, sounding like she was upset What the matter? What's the deal? What's the problem? Keep it real, you can tell me how you feel She said, "Well, I haven't been feeling great My friend that comes to visit once a month's a little late I said, "Relax till we get it straight, the jury's still out All we can do is chill and wait till we deliberate" She said, "What about this nausea and throwing up?" The more she spoke the more the odds kept going up Now I'm tryna get my mind right Visions of that night now 20/20 in hindsight Fear, doubt and confusion [?] Stranded in the unknown aftermath of a heated moment [Chorus: Astrid Nora] [Verse 2: K-Rino] We only got five months worth of date time Started thinking about rumours I'd heard through the grapevine Do I really know her like I thought? Peace I can't find What if this a hustle and this baby really ain't mine Huh, better call my old man up First thing he said, "If it's yours, you better stand up" I called mama cause crazy I was about to go She said, "Don't worry until you find out for sho" Maybe this is a blessing that God's showing you" Mama said, "If you stressing, imagine what she's going through If she is be a man, try to clear the air" "OK, let me call her, better yet I'm going over there" Showed up with an EPT, she took it out the box I stepped in the other room cause I wasn't about to watch Both of us stressing, anxious with a nervous heart Showed the stick to me, plus sign in the circle part [Chorus: Astrid Nora] [Verse 3: K-Rino] We both sat down, contemplating what to do I told her it up to her, she told me, "It's up to you" Now we arguing, our volume starting to increase She ain't have a job and I'm barely making my ends meet And now the frustration, words got hostile How do I know you've only been with me and this is my child When I said that, I seen the hurt in her eyes show She started to cry, I saw hope start to die slow I knew I shouldn't have took it there, that's when I started crying Lying if I say, "Abortion never crossed my mind" Then my life's mission came to me like a vision I'm being selfish, I need to make the right decision For all three of us, troubles come, we fight back Deadbeat and negligent, I could never be like that We stayed up discussing it till the break of day Decided to have my child and trust in God to make a way [Outro: Astrid Nora] Holding on, gotta be strong Holding on, is it over?