How was I supposed to know? How could I prepare at all? Not a word and not a sign, You're fed up with what I am. I turn back the time, And then it's so clear that I had already lost. I don't understand you, I can't say I blame you, I keep telling me I did wrong. I never had a chance to say, Whatever could have made you stay, I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.' It's so hard it takes me out, I am back into square one. I am sure that you're okay, With me ending up betrayed. I turn back the time, And then it's so clear that I had already lost. I don't understand you, I can't say I blame you, I keep telling me I did wrong. I never had a chance to say, Whatever could have made you stay, I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.' Everything seems so unreal, All my thoughts cannot be told, I just keep thinking, 'Why?' I hope that I have found something out, The next time I know what it's about, I'll just have to rebuild my mind, Collect all the parts and combine. I don't understand you, I can't say I blame you, I keep telling me I did wrong. I never had a chance to say, Whatever could have made you stay, I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.'