K. Michelle - When Crying Is Easy lyrics

Alot of yall think yall know me, Yall don't know nothin bout me, (Ohhhh oh oh) (yea yea yea yeahh) This life is such a mystery to me, Searching for something that makes Me happy, I have everything, no Reason to complain, is there any Medicine for this pain, for some Reason I'm still struggling to Find my way, I had times I was Full with no food on my plate and I'm not rich and far from struggling, It seems the more I get, the greater My struggle is (Oh ohh) (Still f**ed up, still acting tough, I'm my own worse enemy, always the life Of the party, am I having fun, not hardly) If it wasn't for my son, I would probably Be on d**, this Jack Daniels ain't enough When crying is easy (cant stop the tears from falling, Why do the streets keep calling me) When crying is easy (I should be smiling cause god has Been so good to me) When crying is easy (I'm so scared that my life will Be taken from me) When crying is easy (Oh oh) When crying is easy (I'm so tired of crying) I've done so much that I am vividly Hydrated, the more they say they love me, The more I'm filled with self-hatred, The label they believed in me, so they Gave me what I said I need, new breast New teeth but why the hell I feel so cheap, Got me running from myself through my songs, This music is doing less than more harm, made Me take a real look at myself, evaluate the Little self-esteem I have left (oh ohhhh) (Still f**ed up, still acting tough, I'm my own worse enemy, always the life Of the party, am I having fun, not hardly) If it wasn't for my son, I would probably Be on d**, this Jack Daniels ain't enough When crying is easy (cant stop the tears from falling, Why do the streets keep calling me) When crying is easy (I should be smiling cause god has Been so good to me) When crying is easy (I'm so scared that my life will Be taken from me) When crying is easy (Oh oh) When crying is easy (I'm so tired of crying) Tried to find it in a man, Tried to get it from my fans, Tried to pour it from a cup, But I still ain't had no luck (Yeah) Tried to find it in my heart, Tried to cover up the scars, Sometimes I feel like I'm from mars, How come crying cant be hard When crying is easy (cant stop the tears from falling, Why do the streets keep calling me) When crying is easy (I should be smiling cause god has Been so good to me) When crying is easy (I'm so scared that my life will Be taken from me) When crying is easy (Oh oh) When crying is easy (I'm so tired of crying)