K. Michelle - Dark Shades & Headphones (Freestyle) lyrics

I thought it was the end of my pain. He rode on a bike in the rain. Proposed after one serenade. I should've been with LaLa at the game. So them sunflowers died. Dream hotel where I cried. Me and you we the same n***a, it's like who's egos bigger? I'm hearing rumors about me saying who's all in my bed. Just cause I sent him a tweet, don't mean that he's f**ing me. I lost a fan over a man, one day I hope she'll understand. I'm just a lonely heart looking for the perfect man. So please don't judge me, because they judge me. I need you to love me. Cause I'm really beautiful. Please don't judge me cause they always judge me. And it got real ugly, but I'm trying to make it beautiful. Beautiful yea... Thought I was tough but some sh** still hurts When he f** you and me it makes you question your worth I just wanted somebody to love me, not judge me, come home at night and make love to me I'm such a dummy Cause I had that n***a but he didn't make enough money for me Chasing a ballers dream Ain't got no love, Ain't got no money, When yo son gotta eat and sh** bout that funny. I'm still trying figure out How I graduate college but I end up stripping Get a** out the club if you ain't try tippin I look one day and I did it I sh**ted I sh**ted on everybody who said I couldn't my ex spit on me and said I wouldn't. b**h I'm racked up 3x Never crying over n***as b**h I get my own check If you see me with a n***a best believe he gt some racks I wear Gucci I wear Louie Wife em' love me with his stacks And I never told I lie Always state the facts I came up, yea I used to be a stripper Yo gotti got them bands, they used to love to tip her They say she ratchet but I'm still winning You b**hes mad In the club going hard n***as say I'm disrespectful The way I throw it back Yea they call it disrespectful b**h I'm always stateing facts Yea I do it disrespectful Got a Molly and a mint You b**hes talking sh** I'm so out of space What the f** will I do next?