K. Luci - Earth lyrics

[Verse 1 - Olivia Louise] Never been too good with words unless it's on the mic When you get me face-to-face, I kinda freeze up, like… Like I don't know what to say I mean I do know what to say But I'm insecure and I'm not brave I'm always looking for approval (Always looking on the outside) I'm caught between who I am and who I want to be Caught between self-love and insecurities That's why my music's therapeutic, it's a part of me Man, I f**ing hate the industry And I ain't even in it yet Cause they won't let me in just yet And all this talk and no respect And I ain't even made it yet I'm starting not to care if I make it (Oh, that's my favorite line) Of course I care So let me say what's really on my mind [Chorus - Olivia Louise] (But I am just earth stuff) On my mind... On my mind (But I am just earth stuff) On my mind... On my mind [Verse 2 - Olivia Louise] Never been to good with words unless its on the mic I buried that sh** deep inside Because my actions aren't just mine I've got a baby, nearly nine So I gotta get this right Sick of faking that I'm strong Sick of men that do me wrong Sick of all these f**ing songs It's so depressing But I feel healing through expression And I refuse to keep suppressing (But I am just earth stuff) Oh, so full of hurt stuff "So many lessons I have learned" stuff Ooh, wishing that I weren't stuff You see your lessons are just blessings in disguise Oh, the universe provides Experience to grow Experience to know How to heal my mind [Chorus - Olivia Louise] (But I am just earth stuff) On my mind... On my mind (But I am just earth stuff) On my mind... On my mind [Verse 3 - K. Luci] I need you to sit down, roll one, gotta get this sh** off my chest Lately, it's all hate, no love, lately, I've been so depressed Lately, throbbing in my head, Advil right beside my bed I've been sleeping less and eating less, surprised that I ain't dead Could it be you? I'm insecure and you know it I'm unsure for sure, am I a serf or a poet? I gotta get Momma new housing, and buy a car with some curtains Get my dad that Escalade he always wanted to roll in But you ain't never want a thing, you just told me it was coming No matter the circumstances, we'd turn nothing into something Just don't overwork or over-stress, I'm here to take your load You meant every word you said, you took my work, you got off that dole No Bria, Tia, Khalifa, or Nina could come between us Even Cherry ain't enough to stop me from coming to see you I need to eat, and sleep, and be with you I'm needing you I just wanna know if in your cerebral are all the things that be teeming through my… [Outro - Olivia Louise] My mind...On my mind... On my mind...On my mind... But I am just earth stuff… Oh, so full of hurt stuff… "So many lessons I have learned" stuff… Ooh, wishing that I weren't stuff…