It's easier with cloudy eyes, on foggy nights With the lights turned down When everything that's wrong is right, simplified It all makes sense somehow Had the opportunity but usually I'd rather just f** off Got smashed, yeah drinks were free Fell asleep in a gutter I-I-I-I said some things that I shouldn't I did some things I normally wouldn't I let the bad overcome the good and In my mind I understood that it was time To face the fate been haunting me for 23 years of my life They say the apple doesn't fall from the tree, believe that that applies to me f** didn't mean to drink all that, I wanna go home He'll never call back, feel it in my bones Left my heart inside a New York City cab Stumbled on the walk back, numbers well I lost track Feel like I'm caught in a world of blank commotion Spent most of my life running but I found it's better floating Vacant, making statements I can't stand behind Faded maybe half the time, my body way too f**ing much I ask of mine Past the line, past the limit too, life is just what circumstance has given you Please excuse me if I'm hazy on the details But I've been busy running this sh** off of the rails And I can tell that I disappoint my friends See I used to feel appalled but now it really all depends Screaming hell yeah f**ing right Another day gone, another vice Another late call, another cry We'll talk it out like another time Observe these people I consider to be glamorous But closer looks at mannerisms reveal they're hammering A shot, a drink, a pill, a gram, a spliff, a line, a joint Might have made it out alive but you really missed the point And the point was that you missed it all Had a sh** ton of potential but you pissed it all Living life like you got some kind of crystal ball System all confused, baby I sure could use another round It all keeps spinning around