K. Flay - Bad Things lyrics

Drink til I'm dead, toast to my life Forget about it all in the process Holding my breath, cold for the night Difficult to know what the cost is Call it what you want Tell me that I'm f**ed up Tell me that I'm wrong, that I'm right Tell me that I lost touch Tell me that I'm like him Tell me that I'm down for the fight Would anybody care if I woke up Thought a new day might feel different Everyone's stripped down, coked up Thought it might be real, but it isn't My mind it goes to the darkest places I've got so much to love, sometimes I f**ing hate it First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Said damn, gotta get sober But it always starts right over First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Not who I seem, I mean like I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah Scared that I'll fail, knees in the dirt Calling up somebody that I don't love Weaving all my sad tales, even if it hurts See the beast well it always seems to show up Call it what you want Tell me that I'm worthless Tell me that I'm hype, that I'll blow up Tell me I'm a f**ed up person Tell me every night that I'm spending on a sofa Looking way back in the archives, locate the link Cause I went straight from the hard times To spitting in a kitchen sink My mind it goes to the darkest places I've got so much to love, sometimes I f**ing hate it First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Said damn, gotta get sober But it always starts right over First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Not who I seem, I mean like I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah Wish I could steal every moment that I loved Keep it in a safe place Cause I can't deal with the stress of the lifestyle Or the way you're looking in my face And I wanna get away from it all But I'm drawn right back, moth to the flame Everything's better than it's ever been but I'm worse for the wear Yeah it's hard to explain I want a new name & a little bit of something that I ain't got I want it two ways, like to k** all of my pain with the same shot I'll be alone forever in my head Dot my I's til they fill me out I'll be alone forever in my bed With a twisted smile and a filthy mouth I mean like I've been doing bad things, bad things I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams