K. Flay - 2 weak lyrics

Plates stacked high, stress keeps piling We don't even talk, I hate the silence And I've been feeling like an island Blinded, trapped in the middle of my mind I'm in a state of disarray Aimed for a bang, but I went astray Got amends to make wish I could end today Regret in my heart plus the rent to pay I can't sleep Lungs collapse so I can't breathe Face the past, no not for me Forget about a friend my company's my misery And we're happily living in a box About to collapse like jenga blocks Holes widen in my socks as I watch the clock And just pray to the sky for the time to stop Trying to find a way to make up for my indiscretions Watched you fall apart so you would think I learned my lesson Imagine that you magically appear But I've been looking you're not here I'm too weak to be strong for you I'm too weak, baby Late last night cried in bed Need to turn off my head It's been on overdrive Feel like sh**, no surprise Suppose that I should open up But I hide from the truth like most of us Keep the deceased too close to us Rules of the game just so unjust Wish that my dad could be seeing this Wish he wasn't cursed with the beast Wish he didn't treat every bottle like a secret Wish in an another world he'd say I quit and he'd mean it And I need to be locking my thoughts up Wanna be wonderbread, but I feel like matzah The cost of living right on the brink Got time to waste but no time to think Trying to find a way to make up for my indiscretions Watched you fall apart so you would think I learned my lesson Imagine that you magically appear But I've been looking, you're not here I'm too weak to be strong for you I'm too weak, baby Inevitable it'd be this way Stuck in a role and it's on replay Following the lines in my palms Thinking to myself where did I go wrong? Where did we go right where did you go I'm just trying To get some kind of grip on this grand design And the answer I get the sense that it's senseless Said I wish you left but I never really meant it And now I'm upended Energy all spent Feeding my hunger to be torn asunder And still I keep wondering why Night after night I wake in a cold sweat I'm 24, not even old yet Afraid to move forward but taped up the rear view Scared of what it means to be near you I, I wanna be, be somebody Someone golden I, I wanna see, see underneath Every ocean