K.A.A.N. - Not For Me lyrics

[Verse 1] I ain't got the aesthetics that they mastered They wearing a facade, prosthetic, when it feel hollow A popularity contest, they will follow How deep is your love, is it that shallow Same lows that could make a grown man break down From the ground we rose, I tell 'em I suppose They was slamming them doors and giving words of rejection I wasn't ever looking for acceptance I knew I had the message Another day to spread it, it's a blessing Down bad ni**a, I was stressing Glass half empty like a crescent Never learned lessons Dealing with the traumas stemming from my adolescence Repressing emotions, Lord I feel hopeless Gotta keep going, even if the world don't notice I never let it shape my focus I can't quit yet, nah, staying devoted [Verse 2] Yeah I feel pressure Yeah I been lost in the depths of depression Keep fighting, I'm pressing Uphill with the battle when this life wanna test me Still tryna pull a dollar out of a dream When your account is on red but your mind on green Gotta yield to reality but what does it mean? I never believe in lies they be telling to me I know it's all perspective, it's all subjective With every song I get more reflective My thoughts congested, the voices in my head start making suggestions I can't accept them, I kill 'em all off then I resurrect them I'm knocking on the door like the insurrection I'm at a crossroad in the intersection Tryna reevaluate what my mind investing in, yeah