K.A.A.N. - Sorrow (syrup rmx) lyrics

Lord... Said all I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I pray I don't wake tomorrow Cuz all I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I pray I don't wake tomorrow And I just hope the lord forgive me for my sins Cuz I'm back to medicating all my issues once again Once again All I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I pray that I don't wake tomorrow I blow your mind with these rhymes I paint a picture with words My inspiration is agony Tell me that ain't absurd Try to break it with the flow, make a mothaf**a feel it n***a either way you cut it, could you really tell the difference? I would never try to be somebody they consider phony or fake Go take another n***a's stuff then recreate it No fabrication Or exaggeration My imagination Been infatuated With the other side But my maturation Wasn't comfortable I left lacerations On both wrists, on my sleeve stain When that blood drip, I wasn't fascinated With the facts of life But I was terrified of my isolation Man lately I've been feeling down and out so proceed with caution Cuz a n***a like me got used to losses I've been living in a world that's imaginary And I wonder is the realism necessary Just had a premonition of a cemetery And a grave plot with my name on it I'ma treat it like a motherf**in reservation But the way that I've been living It's the confirmation Played the game and lost; No consolation Let a young n***a preach to the congregation I'ma tell the truth on my pure pew It might take a minute Done a lot of sinnin Never had a friendship, I was contemplating Suicidal thoughts up on the f**ing daily And it manifested into my depression Netted to my problems as an adolescent Goddamn! Gimme a second to set the scene So to finally understand what the f** I really mean In a world full of hate you disagree with my dream Realize they could never run and send me demanding about an ounce of respect To attest to the fact that I'm finally coming into my own With a moment to atone Tell em all that I murdered a microphone With a story that was talking To the minuscule minds of the ma**es, wasn't even ready for the ba** Or the motherf**ing master The young lyrical phenom The master got a beating, I suffocated, I breathe on I'm looking for a god damn reason But I'm barely alive I comprise the bereavement And when a n***a in it I spit it with cohesion The medicated mind of a mothaf**en heathen It's down to the grind and nobody believes in I wonder if I'll ever lose faith in the process Don't, motherf**er try and focus on the progress A low self esteem can easily impede on the mind of a person that's working to proceed Elevated to a level that no one has ever seen And my mind ain't right I can never stay sober Negative attitude when I feel like it's all over I came in the world with a question, but I was never given the courtesy of an answer Resent I was left with, a soul full of hate, you could see it in my eyes All I wanted was the love that I was so proud of, that was pushed to the side With any type of compa**ion you wouldn't give a f** if a n***a wasn't rapping You're young and you're black Deceived with a distraction We're all slaves on the inside Even though you want to think that you're free Please never believe it Done Yeah, Uh-huh All I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today I pray I don't wake tomorrow Yeah, Uh-huh, Look, Yeah And I just hope the lord forgive me for my sins Back to medicating every single issue once again n***a All I got is my pain Watch me drown in my sorrows Petrified of today I pray I don't wake tomorrow Lord...