K.A.A.N. - Jazz Flute lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Uhu Lawd Yeah Aight, look I said i [Hook] x2 Don't believe in my dreams I no longer live with a pa**ion I've asked the lord to forgive me For wasting all of my talent The spirit that i possess is polluded by insecurity [?] by reality, my predicament worries me [Verse 1] Hurry now come and see the plane crash Before this person pa**es a verse from my past About [?] pacifying the ma**es I've mastered the art of wearing a mask for public perception Perplexed by this [?] pessimistically push a message Ma**aging the egos of all the evil deceitful decrepits Somehow i've learned to use all my words as a weapon So as i'm forming this sentence i'm sensing your sensitivity [?] with the other side I've decided to silence my sanity with this suicidal secretion I seronate with [?] cynically I will sacrifice appetite for destruction With apparent all descretion, confessing [?] You the mothaf**ing real n***a right [?] Said it must be nice, when the story that you giving is a lie And the feeling inside that you been fighting [?] They got a n***a feeling like Tyson You better not come out in the first round [?] Down to the ground and you amount to the expectation [?] A monster to someone in relation of more temptation [?] [?] bust but i thrust into true elevation Defining the fans their position [?] Dependent upon the amount of energy that was given I take a definitive stance on what it means Everything [?] what it seems, when you following a dream To hope and ambition, [?] From the things that people done put you through But it is what it is And i really can't call [?] I'm playing with the cards i was dealt And i'm way too proud to accept any help But i know motherf**ers gonna do it like this [?] When i'm down, i could never get a lift But the moment that i really wanna quit When i finally realise that nobody ever really give a sh** 'Bout a young motherf**er with a dream To revive the pride that's inside [?] He can no longer vibe with a prayer for the soul [?] But it's already die [?] fu*k [Hook] x2 Don't believe in my dreams I no longer live with a pa**ion I've asked the lord to forgive me For wasting all of my talent The spirit that i possess is polluded by insecurity [?] by reality, my predicament worries me [Verse 2] As i pray to jehova I swear i feel like it's over My positive [?] evaporate as i elaborate All my mental stability really should be evaluated Salutations from my shallow grave But look at the mess that i made [?] living the fame I murder the [?] and the slain [?] I'm painting a picture of pain [?] I'm knowing you take it to vain [?] I said i was never regained [?] The feeling of being defeated defining the fears [?] A finding that wouldn't appear [?] The smoke in the mirror [?] Pray that i'm making it clear [?] Hear the people that talking a lie [?] But never they know what they speaking about I guess that the way that i spit it [?] My lyrics are making them listen [?] I'm giving you everything that i got My honesty wasn't a shot [?] That's all in it what you could find [?] You hiding your hideous lies And living a life you despise I'm wasting my time By taking my thoughts out my mind And putting them right on a page I'm truly insane But that was the one i could blame [?] They wanted a sec in the game [?] But never refrain I guess i was really a strange [?] You live in reality something you see is the norm [?] But i woulda never conform [?] Just giving it different form [?] The flow is a door [?] My spirit is torn [?] I'm pausing to give you a minute to mourn [?] fu*k