K.A.A.N. - Insomnia lyrics

[Intro] Can't sleep n***a can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep lawd [Hook x7] Wide awake I can't sleep [Chorus] I can't sleep still wide awake And I can't sleep still wide awake And I think I lost my f**ing mind Cause I swear to God I wanna die today And I can't sleep still wide awake I can't sleep still wide awake And I think I lost my f**ing mind Cause I swear to God I wanna die today [Verse 1] Now take it back to the motherf**ing Days When a young n***a didn't have any f**ing problems Where did you go and who'd you call When you feel like you had ran out of every f**ing option And I'm a pill pop till a n***a feel nauseous Suicide on my mind got me mentally exhausted Fell in love with the pain To cut in my own wrist And watching the blood drip Don't nobody give a sh** Until that motherf**ing trip Gone postal Loco Damn my n***a lost it What does everybody think that I am finna do? Here is something you can never understand Is the way I k** a man Make a life seem minuscule Beneful Try to OD back at middle school Losing my composure I'm dosing but tryna keep it cool Cause if it don't make money Than it don't make sense In the land where a handful of cash rules Dirt broke The way that n***as are re-tenant (?) Complacent with being tenant (?) The problem never lieutenant In a system where ownership depended on profession Confessin' it on my sense With the craft that I've adapted Writing a spiritual doctrine I've back it up on conflict (?) Look I do it on the Consus Skeletons upon my clause I play sins on my conscience Does anybody ever listen when a young n***a speak? My god! What? You ain't got a voice in your head That tell you to leave 'em dead Turn the white wall red n***a Cause a motherf**er throat I sad I watched them choke Suffocate upon your last f**ing breath n***a Schizophrenic Yes I am Another young black man With a whole lot of pain I have nothing to lose And everything to obtain Going crazy with these suicidal thoughts in my brain [Chorus] [Verse 2] Now I personally feel You should never get involved With a psychopathic k**er that's living closer to God In a blacked out room with a demon on the wall Already hallucinating from a handful of acid Crashed a damn van inside of the mad casket Cultivated the vision re-visual whiplashes Premonitions of d**h, I've seen through thick gla**es [?] preaching to big ma**es Sanctifying a mind I'm a loss say [?] (to be finished soon)