K.A.A.N. - Hotline Bling lyrics

[Verse] Yeah! Oh my god, oh my god Alright let's do it LAWD [Verse] You can try to call me me but I never answer I am working hard but that's the way that I like it I'm in a worried position of a man look I don't want the luxury than procrastinate And I've been 25 that's at the top of the year And I've been feeling like my time is running out my greatest fear is that I'll be living with a list of regrets A whole lot of trust pa**es that I can never get you n***as stressed about a song upon the internet How'd it get on the radio does anybody like it or the market dedicate it to and I've been thinking who the hell I'm honestly reaching I am looking for my soul and the person that I am I've put my life inside the lyrics make it personal Man I'm certain that my sacrifices really key to my success I understand I'm missing all the simple things that really matter but this is all I wanted for a minute imma get it Can nobody tell me different I'm definitely depending on a pen and a pad I mean its all that I have Cause when I'm feeling very low I tend to keep it to myself I'm not the type to tell it all I never talk about the pain I paint a picture on the page and you can make your own a**umption or come to a conclusion What you really know about these artists that you love they only showing you exactly what they wanted you to see and you believe what you being forced fed on the regular Who am I to judge of this and agree to the beat that I am jealous of the fact that I don't have a large fanbase Never on the road doing shows Always in the house I gotta write another record I recognize my position I know my role and I'll play it Find me in the right lane moving at my own leisure I focus on myself and tried to make the music tougher not accomplishment of others that'll never get you nowhere Hatred isn't really that inspiring I cannot despise a person for the thing that they achieve I'm a get it on my own Even when no one is helping I'm a find me a way before I find an excuse but the truth is I'm getting close to giving up 'cause don't nobody gives a f** I'm looking for another path I wanna better release a lease a piece of mind and the hopes I receive relief at least I got my talent and story that's all I need I feel like I'm a lose it I'm working to stay busy I think imma dissipate, disappear for my insanity Funny when I was alone when nobody inside my life They must've thought that I forgot what it felt to be a loser but n***a I still am so don't you ever confuse it I use my internal aggression to my advantage I'm usually in a mood that is more manic My autobiographical sentence upon the canvas I put it in a song and I'm saying its very candid I can't let my situation define mantis Determine the way I'm presenting it to a listener I got to operate with impunity and integrity I have to give you something thats coming from my reality And not another phony fabricate the fake and falocy I fantasise about a better life that I will never get and mention for the opportunity is all I really need but didn't want to give it I guess I gotta take it mistaking me for the weak Okay I see My flow is vitamin fortified calling it High-C I can give you n***as something that is catchy but you never catch me This is the second coming of the rapture Disasterious ba*tard My mind can imagine The paradime I put it in the rhyme you n***as can never fathom I lost myself 'bout 4 years ago I gotta vision man that I could reach the pinnacle Another MD, n***a I'm a [?] and I been in this sh** for a minute I'm pushing it to the limit I'm living like I don't have a single thing I could lose Abusing these beats At least I'm unique Just give me another minute the mission is complete I'm leaving you satisfied and definetly guarentee [Outro] Woo Lord Knowledge n***a Tried to call Tevin Campbell to do background vocals on this Do you know who Tevin Campbell is? Tevin Campbell son You never heard of Tevin Campbell [K.A.A.N.'s laugh] You make me feel old as sh** when I be talking about n***as no one knows about Well Tevin Campbell, look him up He's pretty dope King of the 90's kinda sh** That's it