K.A.A.N. - Ampersand lyrics

[Verse] Overdosing and comatosing, I'm barely breathing What's a dream differed if you the one that don't believe it I present a different thesis projected through my secretion My competition is seething, but knowledge is what I'm seeking IIIIIII k** 'em right off of the bat and I'm bringing the heat A n***a would never compete The people are waiting to see The realest of rappers that get on the beat With the way that I murder the flow and I show when I go at incredible speeds I'm something that you never seen, my lyrics are mean I'm turning 'em all into fiends, and giving a villainous scheme They hearing the scream, I said that I'm reigning supreme The f** did you mean? A n***a is living the dream, I'm broke and I never rest I get in bed and I give it a maximum effort Dependent on part of you, never did figure no fork(?) And I said that I'm feeling the vibe A lyrical Jekyll and Hyde is really alive I craft a masterful sentence like a scientific formula Form of the fornication I formulated defacing Then pacing, taking my time but I'm tryna develop patience Preposterous that your ponderance possible wasn't vacant Mistaking my dedication for degradation with decadence Destitute and aloof I'm eluding ever-evasively My focus and concentration taken with inconsideration Here's the situation, I could be a future constellation Minus consternation, this sentence is just because I made it Confiscated from the complications of my confirmation Guess my conversations are compilations of records Was lacking some type of content, they wanted the realest of concepts The way that I spit it I said it at convents, enough of your nonsense I'm coming up quick with this sh** and I'm giving it quick, the music is filling they clips I think I'mma cuss 'em to hate, 'cause people are fake and that's why I can never relate The time that that took to create The pa**ion I have is the reason I feel that I'm great Was given at birth, determine a personal worth, they said that the flow wouldn't work Instead I'mma leave 'em immersed, I'm putting my pen up inside of a verse I'm dotting my I's and I'm crossing my T's I'm one of the best that nobody has seen They came in to know me for T, the moment they leave, I said that I'm taking a leave But why are you looking confused, the beat is abused Now wait you amused, the f** was a literal muse I'm giving a beautiful view, you came in again with a crew I do what I do and I'm doing it better than you, but I thought that you already knew I murder the beat and I said that I rip in it right, it's everything that you like I masterminded a ma**acre, manifested majestically Mutilated your majesty, marginally imagining Fathoming you could ever step to me but never recklessly Or disrespectfully accept to dissipate discrepancies I split insistently as I simplify for the listener Sympathize with the sinister, magnify it for menaces Maximizing the minuscule, minimal left forgiven By rappers making a living, for instance I been insisting This game's in need of a**istance, persistence has been the difference The time I put into my sentences so you remember this relentlessness Offended with pads, pencils, and pendulums Popping pills of prescriptions, proprietors of addiction A crucifix all to fix 'em, that's automatic forgiveness An artificial confession that's purifying your senses When I spin this A-I-D-S are you impressed My flow's an immune deficiency as I officially But more specifically proficiently, even known as prolifically But I'm envisioning that They never know when that I'm making it drop I come for the tip of the top who wanted the n***a to stop They give a ridiculous plot, he's stirring a line And whether I like it or not they f** with the way that I rock I'm taking my time when I murder the feeling The realest of n***as to be in the building The illest of villains, defending a Forneus fame They giving a sickening claim and play an erroneous game As I'm resurrecting my name My lyrics they bang, I'm leaving a n***a to hang I'm knowing you take it in vain, but let me explain I'll tell you the reason I came, it wasn't for taking the blame I said that I'm working your brain, they feeling ashamed As I was remaining the same, I told 'em I would never change I feel like I'm going insane The point that I'm wanting to make is that n***as are fake And I finally found when they made a mistake When they focus on everything but the rhyme and not really taking they time The way I design my intricate, difficult lines I bet that I'm blowing your mind, but what do I find These n***as don't listen to mine, they telling me I'll never shine I wanted to make it sublime, they told me that that was a crime Arrest if I actually try, convincing myself that I'm fine Condemning the way that I rhyme, I guess I'm ignoring the sign But there was no one that could find these n***as that giving you lies But nothing I'm seeing is real, I'm telling you what I despise My n***a, I go to the fullest extent and I'm getting revenge with a pen And I'm telling you stories - I sense that I'm living my life with no friends