k**em - Shut In Myself lyrics

[Music: Escaño / Silvestre. Lyrics: Demise / Nissen] People get shocked when I arrive To this wheelchair I am chained But my mind's alive Trapped in this broken shell Trying to control my spasms While my dribble stains my clothes And my eyes are begging "please take my hand" I only need understanding, I am not dead yet I don't wanna be shut in myself, I wanna run away I am trying to express myself But my mouth won't say a word I would like to stand up Shouting my name If only I could understand Why god did this to me? A misdrawn caricature That's what I am I only need understanding, I am not dead yet I don't wanna be shut in myself, I wanna run away You can see the same again, People are pitying me My life lies in others' hands Like a puppet without strings I'm completely useless, But they're keeping me alive Who cares about what I do? If my fate's already sealed I think they must let me Follow my way I only need understanding, I am not dead yet I don't wanna be shut in myself, I wanna run away You can see the same again, People are pitting me Am I dreaming? Am I dead? All my thoughts are sinking into the void I can stand up, now I can explain All I've felt throughout this endless pain I am falling into the unknown Darkness never seemed so bright before For this poison, I have to thank The friendly hand that finally freed my soul