k** Ii This - My Reality lyrics

Confusion,the world that I create Reality, makes you suffocate Well I've reached the point each leaper knows Desperation and the symptom shows Living is a waste of time Pay the mortgage then you die Living is a waste of time Breathe in breathe out live the lie It's reality, my reality Survival, I will outlive your kind Depression, depression as my bride Temptation as the cancer grows Yeah I've reached the point the point each hooker knows And I know that God above Must love me very much For I have suffered the anguish of many men I have taken the weight of the world As rested on my shoulders And have felt the wrath of wars As fought inside my head This nation's plastic paradise Herod's children we're all sacrificed An anchor sinking around my neck Ain't no wonder I'm a f**ing nervous wreck