Juvie - Stand Still lyrics

[Verse:1 Juvie] See my nights are cold I can hear the wind blow Its like the devil trying to whispher in my earlobe Its a bunch a lies sh** is driving me insane I'm pointin fingers when I should be the one to blame So much effort, but bullsh** aside Lost in a place called life but I don't need a guide Stuck in my own world im the only working mind I keep running when everyone keeps walking by So I guess its true life is such a b**h When I ignore her I still stress over other sh** Its a stand still, just a paused image Writing my life story when im not really in it I can hear my heartbeat I feel it in my head Its more like a tick counting down my last breath Always wonder what'll happen if I were to die Would u miss me or leave the memories behind See im just walkin in circles kickin up dust I been here bfore so why do I feel lost Got so many questions searching for the answer Cause Not knowin is a slow d**h like cancer I feel like I control just about anything Love this rap sh** but its my daughter over everything If I could make a mill off d** that be dope If money comes with problems then let me be broke Artist claim the game has changed just to get some dough Hip hop ain't dead n***a I don't see a tombstone I see u trying to find out what im all about Treat music like s** and I ain't pullin out See I ain't stopping till I can make the world split And you don't need a pair of hands to try to feel my sh** Cause it's dumb ent. To the very end Yea, dumb ent. we will never end