Justus Bradshaw - Life's Been Tough To Me lyrics

I can't change the fact the relationship fell through the cracks Now who the f**'s got my back now that I'm lay down flat Perpendicular to the tracks, who's gonna find the faith in that The difference between out on your back and stacks that are upon stacks Yeah, I tossed it in the trash, next to the b**hes scheming to leave Looking at my life so vividly, at the scene that played in my mind She had a blade so clean and took her time Dished out her sh** and flushed out mine That's when I find that it's just life in the form of a rhyme Life's been tough to me But i gotta see the bright side of life Life's been tough to me but i gotta see the bright side of life I'm really trying to keep it together I thought we were gonna be together forever You did this to me, and I don't understand separate But I can't keep it down, knowing your attention is present Am I learning a lesson? Teacher now I'm confessin' I got trust issues and anger has become an obsession You'll catch me in the session, I got visine on second But I'm hittin' a home run just to pa** the depression But the herbs won't heal, if anything they steal the ba** right from under me, how can I feel anything but what you gave to me, what you try to conceal? But now I'm just nothing, no game or appeal I kneel, you know, but you kneel, hoe Throwing them balls back like Shaquille O'Neal And just to seal the deal I do it again But now I'm done, not even as a friend No, to women this is the end Life's been tough to me But i gotta see the bright side of life Life's been tough to me but i gotta see the bright side of life Life's been tough to me But i gotta see the bright side of life Life's been tough to me but i gotta see the bright side of life (Violin solo) Life's been tough to me But i gotta see the bright side of life