Just Kerry - Confusing Highways Bring Me Back Home lyrics

the sun peace, one love [Verse 1] reminiscence of last night still on your mind but i wake up the carpet is really comfortable when you've been sitting on it for a long long time someone please stop me from staying up so late i think it's starting to effect how i think about you (i can't stop thinking about you) i go out and i walk across the lawn i try to make sure i don't make eye contact with the neighbors i never want to talk to i never want to talk to them i'm sure they think i'm a real a**hole but i push it out of my mind like i do a lot of other things and i carry on peace, one love [Verse 2] and i drive and i drive i make sure that the parking break's not on this time that caused a lot of trouble for everyone around you last time but it seems like that happens a lot i'm at the gas station now and there's a lot of people around and it's making me feel a bit comfortable to get out of my car i wish i could live my life in third person i'm self conscious about every part of who i am i don't needn't to feel this way when I've got nothing to hold me back when has that ever been enough when has that ever been enough I'm never happy with who i am we are never happy with who we are we are never happy we are never happy with who were are meant to be peace, one love [Free Verse: Left] i head out as my gps reroutes me across the town it says it'll be about 15 minutes if i don't slow down i pull out in front of some traffic and people get angry but i keep my head i'm on the highway now there's so much construction I'm starting to get scared I can see cars coming up behind me but there's only one lane so i have to go faster and then i miss the next three turns and the gps reroutes me again i still have no f**ing clue where i am i'm just trying to get somewhere that i need to go and it's like f** what's going on i'm like the only car in this lane now that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's what i keep telling myself, that's how i like it to be i like to be alone that's how i like it to be, i like to be alone that's not that's not how i like it to be, i don't like to be alone that's not how i like it to be, i don't like to be alone i don't i don't like being alone i don't like being alone i thought i used to like being alone, but [Free Verse: Right] This is a poem i wrote a while back, when i was still going to school my only goal tonight is to feel alright sit up straight and support yourself you're not old phelot lurks across my forehead in the shade who are you and what are you hiding from he says "if dying is an art then you'll do it exceptionally bad" and you'll never do anything well "oh Stetson you who were with me in the ships at Mylae" I thought for a moment that my vision was beginning to fog after all the d** i just took to try and make me feel a little bit better (about myself) but it was just smoke I couldn't see it at first you said it probably wasn't real but why not it might as well be to us what am i supposed to do how am i supposed to cope with myself shut-up you already know that then why don't you do it cause i don't know i wish i was a separate person from myself so that I could beat the sh** out of me i just want it to be seventy in the middle of winter so that i can sneak out at night and drive my car down to the lake you know the spot you know the spot [Pre-Chorus] How'd i end up so off the road can i help myself back to where i'm headed i'm dreading going back to rome when in rome i'm always afraid because How'd i end up so off the road can i help myself back to where i'm headed i'm dreading going back to rome when in rome i'm always afraid of love [Chorus] How'd i end up so off the road can i help myself back to where i'm headed i'm dreading going back to rome when in rome i'm always afraid of love