Juss Kev & Travon - When I Was Up lyrics

[Intro] When I was up.. Around.. Needed a friend.. All you could never be found [Hook] When I was up You would always come around But when I needed a friend All you could never be found [Verse 1: Juss Kev] I'm on the verge of insanity, Searching frantically For purpose through these verses I disperse emphatically On the surface all you hear is curse and profanity And if you dig deeper you'd start understanding me Granted thee words you heard could be served romantically But at first there's spoken words of broken promises No honestness, Piranha with fangs named anonymous Leaving reserved emotions, Blurred but potent And it's hard to cope with that so instead I wrote this rap Dope as prophylacs over soulful tracks I hope my vocals match When I ball I'm finna pay all my coaches back n***as be cool in high school and now they smoking crack So here are the keys to success love few and trust less Cause it causes much stress It's crazy when friends all turn suspect sh** I don't know what's next [Hook] [Verse 2: Travon] Lonely thoughts got a n***a making social moves n***as hating when I'm doing what I'm posed to do Probably cause I'm f**ing b**hes that you hoping too And I be posted in the crowd when n***as wasn't open to A lil n***a with the slick talk Wanna be the biggest n***a out with the pimp walk Acting hella sh**ty, n***as should be pissed off Friends turn to foes will regret it if I missed yall So don't be late for the liftoff We lift up and bring a spare tire for the pickup Tryna gain a couple pounds and use a couple sit ups And you could meet a n***a at the top if you with us But that's just me myself and I And if the fan belt roling then I'm down for the ride And if your mans ain't stroking I'm down for the dive It all comes down we went down for our size No need to lie cause we despise I'm on some n***a sh** you mad cause we alive, My n***as ride Yeah bruh that's what my n***as said It ain't tonight boy then it got to be a different day Life only got one flight better pick a plane b**h only got one hole, Bunch of different ways Now she like it my position is new But I never had feelings yo I was missing the truth Boy spitting like he missin a tooth And how you bagging on me when I'm in position to shoot, Pow Another n***a dead and didn't have to die But all the world see is yellow tape when they pa**ing by Law telling me no, But I'm asking why? Cause 52 weeks of the year I'm on some mastermind sh** And they after my sh**, Tryna tax my sh** Cause a n***a's got a swag like he rich [Hook]