Jus Allah - Therapy lyrics

[Verse 1] I am on fire I'm standin' in water with live wire I shouldn't be alive, I wasn't a live prier My gun had live rounds and hadn't died either It's on a strict diet that's high in iron and fiber I'm not love worthy, I'm fine in isolation My murders and crimes are just fines and violations I like being the brains behind the operation But I'm blood thirsty, I might die of dehydration But I don't like charity, I'll recoup and recover I live life vicariously through others I'm livin' off the blood that I take from our true customers If someone ain't pullin' their weight, the group suffers My gun's sensitive to the slightest of vibration I gotta be patient and wait for the right occasion I need enough strength to control my night cravings I need a blood bank that can hold my life savings [Sample from The Matrix] You have a good soul, and I hate giving good people bad news. Oh, don't worry about it. As soon as you step outside that door, you'll start feeling better. You'll remember you don't believe in any of this fate crap. You're in control of your own life, remember? [Verse 2] I lived underneath of Hell I couldn't eat, couldn't leave the cell I couldn't see, I learned to read from a Speak and Spell It was everything I needed, I was treated well Just another day at the +Office+, I was Steve Carell I couldn't sleep, I'd stand the entire task A would-be king, the man in the iron mask I was trapped, my capturer had the higher grasp 'Til I snapped the bars and shattered the fibergla** It was enemy territory, foreign sand It wasn't heaven or hell, it was borderland My birthparents must've had a more important plan They left me on a porch, knocked on the door and ran In the wrong hands, abandoned with calamity I ain't have a chance or a family I ain't have a plan B or sanity I ain't have fantasies in canopies Life is no guarantees or answer keys