Junot Díaz - The Life of Oscar Wao Explained In Music Lyrics lyrics

[Intro: Hopsin] Check it, I used to be the goofy man you hounded The Special Ed kid at lunchtime the b**hes wouldn't stand around with I would jack off so much back at my parents' house And now my dick has a permanent imprint of my hand around it [Verse 1: J.Cole] I grew up, a f**ing screw up Tie my shoe up, wish they was newer Damn, need something newer In love with the baddest girl in the city, I wish I knew her I wish I won't so shy, I wish I was a bit more fly I wish that I, could tell her how I really feel inside That I'm the perfect n***a for her, but then maybe that's a lie She like a certain type of n***a, and it's clear I'm not that guy Ball player, star player, I'm just watchin' from the side On the bench, cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly I ain't grow up with my father, I ain't thinkin' 'bout that now [Hook: Chris Brown] So please don't judge me and I won't judge you Cause it could get ugly before it gets beautiful Please don't judge me and I won't judge you And if you love me then let it be beautiful Let it be beautiful, let it be beautiful Let it be beautiful, let it be beautiful [Bridge: Jordan Pruitt] You don't know how it feels To be outside the crowd You don't know what it's like To be left out And you don't know how it feels To be your own best friend on the outside looking in [Verse 2: G-Eazy & Bebe Rexha] Yeah, lonely nights I laid awake Pray to lord, my soul to take My heart's become too cold to break Know I'm great but I'm broke as hell Having dreams that I'm folding cake All my life I've been told to wait But I'mma get it now, yeah it's no debate Yeah Oh, it's just me, myself and I Solo ride until I die 'Cause I got me for life (Got me for life, yeah)