Juniper Lane - Backwards lyrics

If we could keep those first few weeks Frozen in gla**, If we could pin ourselves in time Maybe this would have pa**ed. You made it safe for me to breathe. When light would hit your eyes It overwhelmed, unraveled me, I let the sweetness rise But we missed the greatest part Always looking for the doubt. So you keep ambivalence And I'll still be holding out. All this time has gone by And I can't go backwards now It was all on the line And I can't take it back now. Give those first few weeks back. Now I can hear, it's in your voice In the quiet shallow tones, Something removed, something denied The pauses overgrown. Did you find out that I am real? Did the truth destroy the view? I always tried to keep that in, But the instinct still bleeds through. So you worried it would hurt And you started backing out So we missed the greatest part 'cause you focused on the doubt. All this time has gone by And I can't go backwards now It was all on the line And I can't take it back now Everything's out of time Still I cant go backwards now If I'm fine, tell me why I need you back now. Give those first few weeks back