Junction 18 - Abeyance lyrics

we're sitting in between our eyes when i notice there's no friction in these december skies oh i wonder why we can't continue our own lives our chance past i just want to know it but then you go away so many things left for another day but i want to last i won't just show it i can't remember why but i hope you had your say it's always about this time when i start to think about all those things i know you could do without you left me standing here i can't face this fear who cares i guess that's what you say why has this all gone wrong i'd never think to notice but then you were gone now i'm left alone standing in the cold why has this all gone wrong i'd never think to notice but then you were gone now i'm left alone standing in the cold in the cold i saw it i guess you knew it it only happens once i just can't do it i saw it i guess you knew it it only happens once i see right through it that only goes to show expectations that were once so high always end up below you had me turning red we'll never fall apart that's what she said what she said why has this all gone wrong i'd never think to notice but then you were gone now i'm left alone standing in the cold why has this all gone wrong i'd never think to notice but then you were gone now i'm left alone standing in the cold in the cold