Pull out a razor in a city miles wide the prize is many millions made for more to die I trashed her photograph and sailed down tonight What a big waste i am to throw away my life [chorus] Do you remember a time when you werent too.. busy to make up your mind on what to do? cant you remember just dying for mercy? And Doesn't it feel like everyones after you? This day of panic brought a savior in disguise I tried to heal myself by giving my goodbyes its been so strange here lately Thats not a lie Down in the racetrack, I'm running for my life [chorus] All in all, it just makes sense to give up Choking on all the d**h hymns they sing to me I cleanse myself of the bad dreams and silent sound its everything I ever dreamt to stay alive I need a night to scream my head off in the lounge I want to wake up in the nasty part of town It feels so numb here lately Thats not a lie She read it in my palms last week That I'd feel a lot of doubt [chorus] Is it just a matter time until we are through?