Juliana Hatfield - I'm Disappearing lyrics

My bluest veins are hidden by what I'm wearing My palest skin is almost transparent It feels like a bird of prey could take me away I'm disappearing, I'm disappearing I'm afraid this heart beats too slow I have failed to make myself known Still I fight with all my strength down to the bones I'm disappearing, I'm disappearing I'm losing again, I just nod my head And refuse everything from here in my bed A heavy heart must shed its weight For the life that's bound to escape I'm losing again I just nod my head And refuse everything It's my punishment I'm disappearing, I'm disappearing