J'sar - Just When I Thought lyrics

[Verse 1: J'sar] Its not my fault I'm hard to reach these women beat on my heart Leaving me lost with no emotion like I'm Steven Segal Even with all the talk about 'em searching for good I tried to give it and they shifted was I misunderstood Not perfect did wrong in return they stay longer I treat her right she gone I thought they requested honor Honestly confused forced to move as a player Without a care with the hopes to find a girl who make me feel Otherwise she might meet me think I'm just another guy Not knowing I've grown hopeless from the women in my life In the long run not what I wanted but will I get Something other than the same results that I been stuck with I don't bite or bark will I still be called a dog They thinking I'm content with what's considered living wrong In attempts to guard the heart humans will build a wall Around a heart made of gla** that might shatter if it falls I didn't ask for this I never acted as if I was above finding love but look what happened to him These concrete souls don't harden overnight But over time through the "tribs and tris" of going through your life What if I told you that my heart was a scab The women be saying aw all of the n***as a laugh Like look at Sar this n***a soft why he talking like that [Nas sample] "just when I though I found love she sh**ted on me" Wasn't only once I know when young you live and you learn To whom it may concern there's plenty aches in waiting your turn Some get bitter and emotionally lock up Seeing couples living life got your heart playing possum As you notice that the long nights are rather dark ones The need to escape make you want light blunts And drink to misery would love some company right Ignoring loneliness becomes a struggle inside There's no companionship in cramming these random dimes Different state of mind but you'd say I was handling mine Knowing I hold the key to what a woman's dreaming To make it all reality I guess she doesn't need it [Outro] [Nas sample] "just when I though I found love she sh**ted on me" J'sar: No worries I see sunshine through rain flurries [Nas sample] "just when I though I found love she sh**ted on me" J'sar: I'll live well life goes on the world don't stop