Joyner Lucas - Winter Blues lyrics

[Bridge] Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop sh** What's a man to do when he's out of options I ain't wanna do it but ... Shhh, hold on Be quiet, they're coming [Hook] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no No, no, no, no, no, no I said gimmie that, gimmie that Gimmie that, gimmie that You heard what I said n***a run that, run that Run that, run that You heard what I said I said yeah Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no [Verse 1] I remember everything was different When I tried to get a job and make some money I was livin' on the street I walk a lot of miles and nobody wasn't hiring and I had to stand in line if I was to get something to eat Cause I ain't had no homies and my girl depended on me every night that we were lonely and I couldn't get no sleep Cause I was plotting on anybody I seen that was getting money You got it? I need it sorry, you don't need it more than me And b**h, I'm tired of this struggle, ducking and dodging them puddles wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said Cause every time I got a new hustle, that sh** done got me in trouble You don't know how many f**ing tears I've shed But f** it, I'm letting loose And they told me don't bend the rules This is my winter blues You know what I'm finna do Anything necessary to make it up in the news And I'm taking every muthaf**ing thing that I pick and choose And I'm done with all the begging, I'm past that All I did was get laughed at You can go back track but you'll never get cash back And they told me I'm half black But I'm white as a lab rat With a mic and a gas mask I'm a light for your trash a** And I might get the last laugh Better fight if you back stab With a knife in your backpack All my life I've been jabbed at But I fight like I'm Mad Max with a knife with the yeah yeah You know, you know what the f** I'm talking about Listen I don't give a f** about your feelings You don't have any idea just what I had to do to get what I want All I wanted was to make a decent living I can't even count it all my fingers how much sh** that I lost n***a this is my job These are my thoughts I ain't never had sh** but for now you better give me what's yours [Bridge] Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop sh** What's a man to do when he's out of options I ain't wanna do it but ... Shhh, hold on Be quiet They're coming [Hook] Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no No, no, no, no, no, no I said gimme that, gimme that Gimme that, gimme that You heard what I said n***a run that, run that Run that, run that You heard what I said I said yeah Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no [Verse 2] You really got some nerve talkin' bout me like you're better cause you got your sh** together and I'm really goin' through it I don't think you have a clue what it feels like doin' dirt knowin' in your heart you ain't wanna do it I don't got one G bone in my body, I ain't never g**n I don't know nothing about it I don't claim to be a thug n***a or Illuminati but there really ain't no tellin' what I do when I get rowdy And I'm starvin' and my back against the wall and you ballin' Everytime I see you all you do is flash hundreds Everything on fleek I ain't never had nothin' I just wanna be you when I feel like stuntin' And lettin' loose and they told me don't bend the rules This is my winter blues you don't know what I finna do Anything necessary to make it up in the news And I'm taking every muthaf**in' thing that I pick and choose I'm done with that hating sh** The f** do you think this is Damn it, you made me sick Ain't no time for no babysit This is the way we live and yes I'm okay with this You think you all that and a bag of potato chips? Could jump off a crazy bridge And enough of you idiot kids Go s**in' a lady dick I would never just make amends With none of you shakin' hands in public Yeah yeah like get the f** out of my face, dude Listen I don't give a f** about your feelings You don't have any idea just what a n***a had to do to get loose All I wanted was to make a decent living I can't even count on all my fingers how much sh** I went through What I went through What I went through And when sh** get real ain't really nothing that you can do [Outro: Joyner Lucas] Yo, what's up, this is Joyner I'm unable to take your call right now Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you Peace [Voice mail: Angry caller] Yo, who the f** do you think you are tryna give advice to a child? My child n***a, you the biggest piece of sh** I've ever met in my life My n***a You the last person that should be trying to give advice to anybody about anything Let alone my f**ing kid Acting like some f**ing role model or some sh** n***a, no nobody wanna be like you Stop it