Joyner Lucas - Happy Birthday lyrics

[Verse 1] Don't you stare me down You know I'm rude Why the f** you looking at me like you so confused? You really make me sick my n***a if you only knew I swear to God I wish you wasn't born and it wasn't no excuse Cause I don't want to raise you I really f**ing hate you I wish I ain't have to take you I ain't trying to educate you Yo, this really f**ing s**s And your mothers f**ing nuts I had my whole life figured out Leave it to you to f** it up Man shut the f** up! What you crying for? Looking at me like you love me What you lying for? Why you want to try me for? Blow your f**ing candles out Enjoy that cake I got you, for your stupid little birthday that everyone's so exited for Except me sh** I dare you to disrespect me when you grow up That's gonna be the last time you ever swell up f** you thought Everything was perfect Now its f**ing lost And its all your fault Happy Birthday n***a [Hook] (Happy Birthday to you) (Happy Birthday to you) (Happy Birthday to you) [Verse 2] Sometimes I wanna k** myself so I don't have to deal wit' you I know it sounds harsh but I'm just being real wit' you And I ain't looking forward to none of that father sh** I ain't got time for that type of sh** And your mom ain't gonna like this But we ain't Shooting no hoops Flying kites We ain't riding bikes I hope you get your a** beat I ain't teaching you how to fight I ain't here to kiss you goodnight I don't care to give you advice about girls I hope you get your heart broken for dear life I f**ing hate you!... And I know that its wrong Sometimes I wanna explain but I don't know where to start Cause you won't understand even if I told you my thoughts Cause even when its light I feel like i'm alone and its dark My mind keeps racing fast I can't bear with this pain I have I can't stand you And I hate the fact that you just a mistake And that's just what the f** you was Everything was perfect Now its f**ing lost And its all your fault Happy Birthday n***a [Hook] [Verse 3] sh** I wanted to be a father so bad, I would give it all Just to have my baby sit in my arms while I'm holding on And to feel that beautiful feeling of love for my first born Even play you the first song, that you hear when you first come I loved your f**ing mother so much I would give my heart To be down to d**h do us part Till I drown in a f**ing pond Till I burn in a blazing building Apartment fire with bombs Till I crash a Mercedes car, by a drunk drive on broad With seven heaters on me And then she f**ing cheated on me Drinking with her friends And they didn't wanna leave the party Got drunk and had s** I ain't even see it coming And then we find out she was pregnant And she keeping secrets from me This don't make sense And I felt my f**ing heart cave in The baby not mine The paternity test came in And the love is gone Everything was perfect Now its f**ing lost And its all your fault Happy Birthday Motherf**er