JOY - Lemme Go lyrics

[Verse] I can feel that it's getting close 'Bout to have another episode It ain't as easy as letting go Inside I'm crying but you'll never know Been asleep for weeks in the same f**ing set of clothes In my house, but I'm never home Barely got the energy to write a f**ing letter, no Even if I want to leave here they won't me go Which sick am I, can you let me know? Bipolar and skitzo, trust that I get 'em both All this medication, I feel like I'm gettin' slow Talkin' to a shrink but I'm never gettin' better though I wanna leave, let me go I can feel that it's getting close Rock bottom's where I'm headed though This pain I pray that you never know If I had one wish no more tomorrow Or no more pills that I'm forced to swallow If I'm tapping out don't f** around with me Cause if you try to stop me you're coming down with me I wanna try to find some new surroundings But in a second they got you surrounded This is all I wanna do about it Wanna hang my head in shame with a f**ing noose around it Lemme go Just lemme go Sorry Just lemme go