Jourdan Ooi - Euphoria lyrics

I'm just here to learn me Small eyes and a Cau Si Almost there but I can't reach Getting little arms like a gold piece But I don't see when a old me Gonna go piece by piece like a lego Wanna hold my girl up like a stiletto Make her feel good like she won a gold medal That's right more gifts more petals Wait that's not me That's them they wanna stop me Perceiving life and the costly Beat me till I fight like I'm rocky People wanna mock me Say I break easy like a pocky Say I need to not be alone But happiness is found on your own By the way Jasmine Tommy Sydni Simone I just wanna let y'all know That literally anytime I do anything positive in my life it's always for you guys. Always. 100% you have to understand this. I just want you to always be positive in yourself, be yourself and be who you are. Because honestly... Cause every time I eat Every time I sleep Every time I work hard not to be me To be a person you can see I just don't breathe Cause I can't think About the things that I mean When you need to have something to believe You can always hit me up Whenever you need I just want you to be you Kicking up laughs and loving the food Always be patient in all that you do And believe in yourself the way that I do Please, please And you can't find me But that's Euphoria And you can't see me But that's Euphoria But the pressures getting heavy on my back Real talk like chalk on a blackboard with a fake teach always Turning up his back But I can't be worrieda bout the system treat me like a slave when I'm just claiming victim Mad talk mad walk making superstition I walk to the light they fighting off my vision But you can't take that from me I'm a fight back Real fist red claws gold teeth Black hood like a motherf**ing thief Red eyes unfocused like a c'ieth 1-3 what the f** does he mean Imma tell you right now what I'm f**ing feeling Talks in the dark that's just so appealing While we're promising what we'll be feeling I'm way too scared I don't wanna be hearing Picking up pa**ion and walking it home It's hard to grab and harder to hold What will you do when it tells you to go Tell me the truth the answer no I'm a young man just telling my story Waves will pa** and cla**es are boring Every last night and every first morning Thank whoever is telling history Like a movie Young voice like I'm Stewie Walking stars call me Chewie But I'm not even losing I'm lost in confusion Big hearts had me moving Till I saw all the movements Like a piece like I'm human That's telling the facts That's making them mad That's crazy and sad Pulling myself off to the side Telling me Ooi you gotta decide The time is now there's nothing to hide Show yourself whenever it's time And you know I can't find me ,I can't see me, I'm just crazy You can't see that I'm just trying to be me And I'm gonna be you, and you can't be who And you can't be the ones that you want to Just be me, but I can't see this... thing And I just want honestly anytime I do anything Any time I spit anything I do just to have some Sort of impact on somebody in this world It doesn't even matter if its positive, negative I want someone to hear my sh** and be like "That sh** right there was something that made me do something significant in my life." That's the dream that's my dream, that's what I want so bad because...Perception