Joshua Thompson - Life Of The Party lyrics

[Intro] I don't wanna believe that it's over I don't wanna believe that it's over Ah baby I gotta take my time to answer you [Verse 1] You might see me smilin', but inside I'm dying Too proud to let it show I ain't the one, you won't see me crying But it's hard to let it go All my time on the tour bus, wasn't good for us And then you throw it all Started gettin' around, with a few choice chicks But we had something special plus the s** was sick [Pre-Chorus] Do you remember From the bed to the wall On the floor by the fireplace? I know you remember In the truck couldn't wait So we got off on the garden state Somehow we must of got all Turned around on last freeway Now I can't find my way home to you, oh girl [Chorus] Still I get love in the hood Still acting like my life is all good Still putting up a false bravado When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto Still every time I raise my gla** I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be the life of the party But they don't see me Oh, I never thought I'd be the one missing [Verse 2] Oh, I can't take this emptiness And I can't keep going on like this And I can't keep pretending That this don't hurt like a mother, babe I know that it's crazy for me to come over I had to see you I know I gotta to change girl, I'll do that quick You need to take me back, cause the s** was sick [Pre-Chorus] Do you remember From the bed to the wall On the floor by the fireplace? I know you remember In the truck couldn't wait So we got off on the garden state Somehow we must of got all Turned around on last freeway I can't find my way home to you, oh girl [Chorus] Still I get love in the hood Still acting like my life is all good Still putting up a false bravado When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto Still every time I raise my gla** I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be the life of the party But they don't see me [Bridge] Oh baby, oh Remember when we used to ride the bus And guess girl, how we came up Fine Korean chicks and all of that I'd give it up just to have you back Cause money's only paper, girl And this house don't feel like home when I'm alone Whenever you see me, baby, remember [Chorus] Still I get love in the hood Still acting like my life is all good Still putting up a false bravado When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto But still every time I raise my gla** I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be the life of the party But they don't see me [Outro] Y'all don't see You only see what you see on the TV, oh This is my reality Girl, you'll get to know me Every time I raise my gla** I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be the life of the party But they don't see me