I dream of dusty roads Paved with gold that lead me in your eyes The marmaladed paintings Sing a song that not the crows will try The Piano screams a sound inside your lips I have found something I could never save The current pulls me down into your river deeper now Than I had ever planned to sink, planned to sink Scattered winds blow me cross the ocean Turns and spins, leaves me breathless But with no sense of my direction Or where the main land sits, where I find my soul The battles fought and fight inside these walls The blood still stains my dress Through we spoke, my broken bones The chandelier means more you said The thunder screamed a light into the thick black painted night But not a muscle did you move for me The rapids growing taller than I ever do recall Dragging my soul to sea, my soul to sea And I said, "Lord, what have I done?" And I said, "Lord, what have I done?" Scattered winds blow me cross the ocean Turns and spins, leaves me breathless But with no sense of my direction Or where the main land sits, where I find my soul