Josh Scogin - We're Planning, God's Laughing lyrics

It's only sometimes I feel this alone It's not the worst times that scare me the most Living a dream is running away from conscience Just seconds away It's a long fall from the top You just come home inside your soul I hope you never learn, you probably never will Send me away, I'm sending you away I shot him, he's not coming back When a memory touches down It can and will be the end of all your troubles I drink until I can't get drunk I've done d** so I can love I want to fall asleep next to you You said this wasn't permanent, well it is d**h is the only thing in your way No one's gonna tell you how to live your life So live for yourself! Hell is a cold, dark place This will end in tears, I know it The snow on the leaves and the ice on the pavement Break Break Break Hell is a cold, dark place This was not in the script Not all the flashing lights and the sirens Break Break Break I was still not awake from the coma In this hospital grave, don't stop waiting I'm still breathing I was still not awake from the coma